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Post by kagome on Feb 11, 2009 0:06:39 GMT -5
Kagome's eyes had fluttered closed instinctively during that brief second. The feel of his lips on hers was pure magic, moreso than anything she'd experiance in this era. Then he pulled away and every fiber of her cried out in protest. The feel of his arms around her made her feel safe, protected, even dare she say it, loved.
He was trying not to look at her, possibly scared of her reaction, but gently she raised a hand and just barely touched her fingertips to his cheek. She turned his face to look at her, now gentle stroking his cheek a reassuring smile on her face. Then she stood on her tip toes and kissed him back lightly.
She figured the gesture would be easier to understand than trying to tell him with words. She'd never been good at expressing those feelings in words, and she knew it would only confuse them both if she tried. The next moment or so was complete heaven for her, a moment she would surely never forget.
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 12, 2009 0:14:14 GMT -5
The only thing that could come to his face was a smile with joy there was more that he wanted to say. Inuyasha grasped her tightly in his arms, he finally let their lips match together he enjoyed it so much that he never wanted to let go and he didn't for a while. He couldn't believe that she allowed him to go that far. He was still speechless what was there for him to say? All he did was kiss her, there were a few mess ups but he got the normal basics down. A part of him go out of control though he decided to pull a Miroku he didn't realized what he did at first. He pulled back qith his face blushing not sure if he was going to get a sit or punched. "I'm sory I got ou of control..." Inuyasha said.
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Post by kagome on Feb 12, 2009 0:23:42 GMT -5
Kagome was blushing furiously. She turned her eyes away embarrassed. She was smiling a nervous smile and when she looked up at him she saw the sincerity in his eyes. She wrapped her arms around the middle and pressed her face to his shoulder, clinging tightly to him. She never wanted to let go.
"It's ok. I'll forgive you...this time." she laughed a little at her joke.
But all the while Kagome wondered what this meant. They'd shared a kiss, they were obviously attracted to one another, and had developed feelings, but what did it mean in terms of their relationship. Would they remain merely friends, and only share intimate moments like this when they were alone? Or would they start a new relationship? She hoped for the latter, but knew that things would progress slowly, they did still have jewel shards to find after all.
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 12, 2009 0:46:00 GMT -5
"I'm not sure what came over me I never touched you like that before."
The embarrassment got to him badly. He felt as if he ruined what could of been a good night but she didn't seem made just more embarrassed like he was. Though, hr figured it was safe to touch her. he half-demon held her hands like he did before he couldn't make that many words out he didn't want to up set her in any way. Just standing here was starting to get boring a bit so he stood next to her.
"Come on let's walk."[/b}
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Post by kagome on Feb 14, 2009 23:03:16 GMT -5
She turned and they started together down the rock ridge towards the forests edge. She left her shoes and towel on the rocks, but scooped up the jewel shards and hung them once more about her neck. The magical feeling that was left over from their kisses seemed to surround her and she almost felt like she was in a dream.
"It's going to be a beautiful night Inuyasha. I think the moons full tonight." she whispered as the walked, passing a bush with pretty pink blossoms.
Picking one of the fragile blossoms she placed it gingerly in her hair, then turned to him and smiled. Her cheeks were rosy red, and she wondered what he thought.
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 15, 2009 4:51:55 GMT -5
The last thing on his mind was the moon, he didn't want to lost his strength not tonight anyways, he needed it. The hanyo just shook his head showing that was the last thing he wanted to discuss. He moved a bit closer besides Kagome, he slipped his arms around her waists as they walk it almost looked like he was trying to give her a hug but couldn't because they were walking. A blush followed to his face after he had done that. Though he doubt that she would mind if he did do that. Inuyasha started to speak a bit softly as the sun started to set.
"You know when I first saw you I wanted to kill you, but for some reason there's something that attracted me to you. I mean don't you think I could of found a way along time ago to break thus neck less and escape? I got alot to tell you..."
Inuyasha laughed at himself for a moment, though it was true if he truly wanted to leave he could of left any time of the year. He cleared his throat as if he were about to make along speech which he wanted to he wanted to tell her everything on his mind. He started with a small sentence then spoke in longer sentences.
" I remember my mom, she took care of me so well she use to clean me up after the village kids tried to get rid of me."
His voice trailed off after a moment, he seemed nervous he thought he was already passed that since he didn't get a sit earlier today. Inuyasha figured it was safe to keep on speaking.
"Then I met kikyo later in my life, she was so kind to me she was like another mother that I never had in my love, you know someone that I could trust to tell anything without them laughing or making jokes...I probably would of followed anyone back then I never got along with others that well. Then after what he did, i got pinned to that tree. When i woke I thought I saw the person I once loved but I was wrong. I hated that person when I first saw them i wanted them out of my life and for them to leave me alone. But after a few years later, my heart grew for that person and I always wanted to be by there side. Even if they piss me off by standing up for some wolf demon."
The hanyo turned his eyes up to hers to see if she was catching on who or what he was saying he didn't want to sound stupid, this was just his way of saying how he felt and not having to tell it to that person. He decided to come clean with what he was trying to get across in his little documentary. The half demon stopped walking for a second and stood in front of her and matched eyes. After that long talk these were the only words he could come up with.
"Kagome, I always want to be with you..."
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Post by kagome on Feb 15, 2009 22:16:47 GMT -5
She felt her heart skip a beat as he let his sentence trail off. Was he trying to tell her that perhaps he shared her feelings, that he liked her more than a friend, that he might love her? Kagome couldn't help but smile up at him, noticing how nervous he seemed to look.
"Inuyasha, I always want to be with you as well." she whispered.
She opened her mouth to continue but stopped. What if he didn't mean it the way she thought. What if he liked her, but didn't love her. She couldn't tell him she loved him if he didn't love her back, it would break her heart. She looked down suddenly, nervous.
"There's something I want to tell you Inuyasha. Something that I've wanted to tell you for so long. But I'm scared, I'm scared that you won't like it." She looked up at him her eyes wide and hopeful. "I think that I'm possibly...maybe...in love with you."
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 16, 2009 7:34:54 GMT -5
Did Inuyasha hear her right? Did she say that she loved him? Maybe he misunderstood what she said but he was left speechless, what was he suppose to say to her. Those words were strong and he still had kikyo floating around in his minds. It hurt him so bad, he wanted to say the same but he didn't know how to say it. maybe he wasn't ready to or didn't want to admit it but why tell her all those things he did then just walk away from it. His head hurt from deciding what to say, it would either upset her or make her happy. The hanyo began speaking.
"I don't think you really mean that you love me. We both care for each other but love is too strong of a word to say."
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Post by kagome on Feb 19, 2009 0:38:42 GMT -5
Kagome could feel the tears stinging in her eyes. She knew she shouldn't have said anything. But she put on a brave face and smiled, shaking away the tears before looking up at him and nodding. She didn't say anything but turned and started walking again, pushing her way through the underbrush of the forest, a few of the branches from the bushes scratching the soft skin of her thighs and forearms.
'I knew I shouldn't have told him.' She thought harshly to herself.
With the back of her hand she wiped away the tears that insisted on falling. Crying was making her eyes hurt, and she could feel her head pounding and the redness in her cheeks. But she held back her sobs, and kept her head ducked as she continued forward. She didn't even notice if Inuyasha was still beside her or not.
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 19, 2009 0:51:23 GMT -5
The feel he had was emptiness at the moment when she turned to walk away those weren't the words he attempted to use but he didn't know what would happen if he continued to speak. He sat there on the ground as she walked away from not knowing rather to follow and apologize or just do his own thing. It felt as if he had two minds speaking to himself the same way he is a hanyo , one half says to go with her the other says to let it go. The way his heart felt was incredible it was pounding more then usual. After a few moment of thinking to himself he stood walking the same direction ahs she did he could of been there already if he wanted but he wanted to give her some time to herself. The sun was nearly gone night was falling, thankfull it wasn't a new moon. Inuyasha speed up waking right behind to Kagome unnoticed, he garbed her around her stomach pulling her into a hug, he turned her body so they could see each other, he saw her cheeks still red with some water in her eyes, he started to speak. "I'm scared, I don't know what to say...just please don't be upset." You could tell the sadness in his speech and more then likely tell how he felt about her.
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Post by kagome on Feb 19, 2009 22:30:01 GMT -5
"Ok." she whispered.
Starting to wipe away her tears she sniffed. The sun was setting, the western sky a myriad of beautiful colours. Her heart was still pounding quickly in her chest, and she could feel her shivers. The wind was beginning to pick up the leaves on the trees rustling above them. Her hair whipped behind her her skirts pulled east.
She didn't know what to say as she looked up at him. His amber eyes stared holes through her and she could tell he was sorry. She was still reeling from her confession and wanted nothing more than to get back to camp and curl up in her sleeping bag and rest snuggly by the fire. Hopefully she'd forget by morning, like it'd never happened.
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 20, 2009 0:03:13 GMT -5
The hanyo grinned down at her to show that he wasn't upset or angry in fact he was feeling happy, that's all he wanted from her to feel teh same way. Inuyasha rubbed the tip of her hands he held her softly inside of his arms and kissed her on he forhead for a moment he stood there silent trying to get a point across to her it was hard since neither of them were talking or saying anything, after just standing there for a while he pulled her out a little away from his chest, then matched fasec with her and once again he kissed her but this time he wanted to make it as convencing as possible. When he moved back he held her again in the same way no sure how she was feeling at the moment. The hanyo started to speak. "Do you understand what I'm trying o tell you? I don' want you ot love me because of who I am but i need to be with you...we need each other. Kagome, I want to spend the night with you if that's ok." Inuyasha didn't want to go back to camp after all that happened. "We can go relax in the lake." He suggested.
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