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Post by InuYasha on Feb 7, 2009 4:36:11 GMT -5
For a second he did want to go swimming but then he didn't really feel like doing anything except just talk to her, that's all he wanted to do pretty much. Inuyasha shook his head slightly. He wanted to talk more about Kikyo but he didn't have that much to say. So he just lay back down again, he spoke softly while he had his eyes shut. "You know about what happened between kikyo and I all those years ago... Shes a priestess I could almost say you are also I still don't understand how you have those kinds of powers." Honestly it did confuse him not that many talk about how she has those powers nor did they care something just in him is asking about them. "You're different from kikyo. You look like her but will never be her no one can be anyone else but them self." Inuyasha never ranted like this it was are to even hear him talk this much.
Something was bothering him in his head he didn't know if he was making much scence maybe he just wanted to get these words off his chest. "I don't understand you know, why we all fight over a bead when true strength comes with in your body. I hate fighting over it all these worthless deaths. The smell of blood stinks, I hate the smell..." Iuyasha opened his eyes just a bit peeking over at her she seemed quiet maybe she was listening or maybe he made her upset by saying something wrong. "I'm sorry, I don't mean to upset you. I'm just tired of all this fighting." Inuyasha finished his ranting to give her a chance to speak he had more to say but he wanted to make sure that she was alright.
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Post by kagome on Feb 8, 2009 21:46:03 GMT -5
Kagome smiled, he was suddenly so aware of her feelings. It felt nice for him to be so concerned with her and how she was. She liked feeling protected and watched over. She was still sitting her cheeks glowing red.
"I know what you mean. Sometimes I wish we didn't have to fight demons and things, sometimes I wish we could just have days like this."
Kagome laid down beside him once more, pulling her suddenly chilled feet out of the water and curling up. She could smell the scent of the flowers around the lake as it was carried toward them on the breeze. She could hear his breathing, and the sound of the water against the rocks. It was so peaceful, so quiet, and she felt so comfortable there with him.
"It's nice being here with you Inuyasha." she said her eyes closed, her skin warm from the rays of the sun.
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 8, 2009 22:17:44 GMT -5
The eyes if the Shanyo peeked over at her for a second he felt embarrassed at himself for some reason or maybe he was just acting shy. He moved his bod a few inches next to her also removing his feet out of the water. The half-demon nodded in agreement but kept silent for a small second he didn't have anything to reply to at first, he also enjoyed spending time with her sure, but he was just scared to admit for an unknown reason. It's hard for him to say those kinds of things that and he doesn't wan to. Inuyasha tossed his eyes onto the lake he didn't want to look like he was staring at her or anything. "You now its all ready midday."
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Post by kagome on Feb 8, 2009 22:40:41 GMT -5
She nodded, her eyes fluttering open. Part of her was relaxed enough to fall asleep, the other half was so nervous. Her heart was thumping wildly in her chest as she breathed deeply the fresh air around the lake. Her fingers were sprawled on the rocks just between them, the red fabric of his haori lightly brushing her thumb when the breeze blew by. It sent shivers through her.
"Should we head back to camp?"
She hoped however that he wouldn't want to. That he would want to stay there with her. Her fingers were secretly tracing patterns on his haori sleeve as she looked up at him, her eyes scanning his profile.
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 9, 2009 2:29:46 GMT -5
"Kagome, I have something to tell you..."
Inuyashas stood on his feet looking upset about something you couldn't really judge what was on his mind he just felt pretty bad for some type of reason. For a few seconds he was silent with his head knelt down and his arms cross. The hanyo lifted his eyes it was hard for him to say what was wrong with him he didn't really know, he did but didn't want to admit to it.
"My demon powers feel as if their growing inside my body. I fell the urge to kill more. I don't know the reason of it. I started feeling this way on the last night of the full moon, I felt meaner then I normally am. I don't know why..."
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Post by kagome on Feb 9, 2009 20:52:46 GMT -5
Sitting up she could feel the shiver go down her spine. She remembered his demon form, the blood red eyes and the deep purple marks on his face. The animalistic rage that took over, making him violent against anyone, friend or foe. The last time she'd encountered his pure demon form he could have easily ripped her to pieces, and she wasn't so sure a kiss would stop him this time.
"Is there anything we can do Inuyasha? We can't let you change, I won't let you."
She shakily rose to her feet. She stared up at him, her head tilted back just a bit. She could see how hard it was for him to admit this, to admit that he might be loosing control, and part of her was so scared for him.
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 10, 2009 0:07:43 GMT -5
"What can you do to stop me from changing into my demon form?"
Inuyasha said it rather snappy he was more upste at himself over telling her it was something he wanted to keep to himself btt tell someone that he could trust enough to where they would understand him. Of course he had others he could talk to his other friends for one, and Kikyo's sister she's wide with experience and usually helps him when he faces problems. I fit got any worse he would have to leave he doesn't want to arm anyone. Or hurt any of his friends emotionally or physically. Inuyasha walked over to Kagome where she stood watching him The half-demon took her by the hands then pulled her into a hug once more he could tell she was scared for him. He began to spoke. hese were the only words he could get out.
"No matter how blood-thirst I become I'll never arm you or anyone that's close to me.
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Post by kagome on Feb 10, 2009 0:16:43 GMT -5
Kagome slipped her arms around him and clung tightly. The fear of losing him, of possibly watching him turn into something that he didn't want to turn into, made her hold fiercely. She wouldn't let anything hurt him, not even himself. She shook lightly with fear, and buried her face in his chest to hide her tears. The thought of losing him was terrifying.
"Promise." she whispered. "Promise me."
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 10, 2009 19:28:36 GMT -5
"Of course you wont have to worry about anything."
Inuyasha pulled away from her with a grin on his face, e always smiled when they touched each other. You could tell that he was more happy in his face he usually was with her standing next to him, he looked over at the sun, the day was going by fast but there had done nothing to make it do so. He moved is attention back onto her and grinned like before. Inuyasha didn't want to face the others yet because they were gone for so long and they would throw a lot of questions out at them. So he asked.
"It's getting late but I don't want to go back to the others just yet. I know this place but it is hard to find. Did you want to go with me or head back?"
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Post by kagome on Feb 10, 2009 19:59:02 GMT -5
"I dont want to go back yet either." Kagome said softly, wiping away the few tears she'd shed.
He was smiling and she knew he meant what he'd said. He wouldn't let her worry. He wouldn't hurt her, and he wouldn't leave her. She felt the warm rays of the sun and had hope that things would be ok, that everything would turn out right.
"Where are we going?"
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 10, 2009 20:12:51 GMT -5
"Its not that far out from the lake It's a while but we can make it by nightfall."
The place was just around the corner but there were turns that you needed to know other wise you would get lost or end up some place else. Though inuyasha liked going there when he was alone thats where he usually went when there was no one else around. Inuyasha would know how Kagome would feel about the idea of it though she seemed not to care.
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Post by kagome on Feb 10, 2009 22:41:22 GMT -5
"Are we walking?"
Kagome wondered just where this place was. She knew that sometimes Inuyasha went off on his own, sometimes to think or just let out his emotions. She guessed that the place he would be taking her was that very spot. She smiled up at him, her heart skipping a beat when he turned back to her the same smile on his face.
There was a soft twittering sound and a bird flew over their heads, heading toward the east, away from the setting sun. She could see the moon in the sky, it's soft white face staring out through the myriad of colours. Kagome couldn't help but stare at the beautiful sky.
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 10, 2009 23:15:25 GMT -5
There was something that was telling him to do in his head but his child side was to embarrassed to even talk about it or dare bring it up. It was a tight fix for him also it made it worse since the loss of Kikyo whom was so close to him. There was so much more he wanted to talk about he knew she would listen but he was to scared to say anything to her about his feelings. The Hanyo breathed for a moment in nervousness you could tell he was nervous about something because he stood silent for a moment, after a while of thinking to himself Inuyasha moved closer towards Kagome he took er hands and help a a tight grip. The hanyo could make the words out straight he was hoping she would understand him.
"Kagome I need to tell you something more..."
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Post by kagome on Feb 10, 2009 23:40:04 GMT -5
She looked up at him, her eyes filled with concern.
"What is it Inuyasha? You can tell me anything." she whispered.
The feel of his fingers, his claws gently grazing her skin, it was marvelous. The strength he had, and the gentleness with which he held her were astounding. She could tell by the look in his eye that what he was about to say was both extremely hard for him to speak about and very important to him. She tried her best to make him understand without words how much she wanted to hear it, whatever it was, she didn't care if it hurt her, as long as it helped him she'd take the pain. With her thumb she reassuringly stroked the back of his hand.
"Is something wrong?"
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Post by InuYasha on Feb 10, 2009 23:52:16 GMT -5
He stood saying nothing just staring at hr he moved in closer as far as he could. The hanyo sighed once and looked to the ground he broke apart letting his hand loose he looked as if he was about to have some sort of attack, just from being nervous he could get over it. The wind was blowing calmly the breeze felt nice on his skin.Inuyasha groaned to himself for a moment. He turned his head back to her there wasn't much he could say to her e had nothing to say. Instead of speaking Inuyasha once again walked over to her he held her hands at first then moved into a hug a tight one she couldn't break it if she tried, but he would let go if she wanted him to. Softly he began to speak. "Im sorry for the way I'm acting, just promise if you don't agree to what I'm about to do I'll just walk away."He paused for a second more he was staring her in the face. Inuyasha tilted his head as slow and fast as he could he pecked her on the lips. Once he turned his head up he was blushing a bit but still trying to get his message across to her.
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